I take from your post that you're still in HS. So don't sweat the homesickness/I don't want to be away from home much yet/3000 miles is a long way thing. Trepidation upon leaving home is natural, as is learning to get over it. Your bigger issue is not really wanting to go to
USNA but feeling like you should. Yeah, it's a great place to be from, but if you're not raring to go, and weren't real...