I could've either went to
Montauk this weeked from friday to sunday, or nc to see my cousin in college from thursday (today) to monday. I Knew how dissapointed he was that everyone else was gonna see him as i went to M, but I blocked it out for a little bit (2 weeks)...until 2 hours before theyre leaving! I know I'm not gonna see him till christmas if i don't go. the guilt absolutely ate me up ...