i have been especially unmotivated today. and this, in turn, makes me grumpy. i am at work, and i just want to go HOME. i feel this way every day that i'm at work, but i feel it really badly today. i keep trying to think of excuses to go home, but i went home early 2.5 weeks ago, and i don't want to make a habit of it...and get in trouble. i'll be
35 weeks on thursday, and i'm still ...