Thank you for your support. I think I know in my head (and somewhere in my heart) that if he cannot or will not give me what I need, I don't want him. I certainly cannot imagine 3, 4, 5 years down the road wondering if that's the year he's going to decide to allow me to
get closer to him. He keeps a HUGE circle of people (friends, business, acquaintences, etc, etc...) around him so ...