HI, i havent been here for a while, but this holiday shone such abirght light unto what my life is thses days. This PTSD and the
dysautonomia that may or may not be part of it or due to the ptsd, either way its not contagious but , thats how i feel. I am so much alone i cant recognize myself, and then the "people whom supposedly are family and know what you ahve",, dropping off like flies.. I...