Thread: Massive oral midazolam doses (several hundred milligrams) taken over two days...real?

From your description of the events, I don't see how you could be questioning the authenticity of the pills, or the fact that you were active for most of the time...

Thanks for the replies. I couldn't really see how the pills could be bunk and yet I was completely disconnected from everything I did/said. The one upside is that I managed to restrain myself to such a degree that I didn't cause any long term emotional damage. The behaviour I exhibited sounds more bizarre and abnormal than damaging. I should stress though, that I have a natural tolerance for benzos - i.e. I can go days or weeks...

I remember when I first got a big bag of nordiazepam powder. I tried small doses, with little effect. So, after getting frustrated, I consumed a little over a gram and a half, in one dose. I was not tolerant to benzos at the time. I took the massive dose on what I believe was a saturday afternoon. On thursday, I "came to", but I had not been sleeping. I had been doing untold strange things, visiting with people, driving my...

You have a benzo tolerence and you expected euphoria is the problem. Most people don't find benzos super euphoric and if you already have a tolerence then that's why you are sitting here wondering if tey were legit.

The most midazolam I've ever had was 70mg in an evening, and all I could do was pass out/turn into a zombie really. Seeing as you've got a large tolerance it wouldn't be that far fetched that you could be awake for that period of time and still (somewhat) be functioning albeit in a hypnotic state. So my opinion is that they probably were real pills but your massive tolerance is the reason you could handle such a large dose.

First time I got my hands on diazepam (didn't even know what a benzo was other than Valium used to be what houswives took to get them through the day ) I munched several grams in a week. I remember tiny flashes and wrote fragments in some kinda diary. I did some seriously weird shit - was like being in a dream for a week solid. I could easily see someone doing a similar thing with midazolam - especially with tolerance.

Yeah same thing happend to my. I was also very tollerant to benzo's but then got hold of verry cheap midazolam. It really fuckedup my life goooooood. Fucking hate midazolam.

It is undoubtedly the case that they were genuine & that you ate them all! Once i got myself 50 1 mg lorazepam in the post, which was grrrreat timing after a night on Cocaine. So i opened my 'letter' in the bathroom decided on 4 mg & over the course of two (2) days ate another 40 mg along with serious amounts of alcohol. I do remember eagerly phoning a friend & arriving at his house ready to pan fry some lamb...