Thread: Emotional breakdown...

Fingers crossed for you!!! Keep us posted!

I second your emotions. I think for me it is a combo of the holidays, the TTC roller coaster and watching people around me have babies and conceive easily and not us. More than tired, I think I just feel like "ENOUGH", I have had ENOUGH of so many things. Just trying to work through it.

Yes, I feel like everything sucks in my life right now...even though I am trying my hardest to stand up straight. I am trying too hard I think, I get mad at myself for spilling coffee or forgetting a bill. I really am just a ball of emotion waiting to explode! My hubby is deployed, it's only been 2 1/2 months since my baby died. And the holidays are here...and I think I have swine flu. So yeah, everything makes me mad and I'm really...

I'm out for the month. No BFP for Christmas or my birthday. It really stinks because for me AF is always due around the 4th, and I lost Logan on July 4th. He would have been 5 months old this month :( So if that day is not hard enough for me, AF makes it even harder. Hopefully, next month will be my month. I wish you all lots and lots of baby dust, and I hope there are lots of BFPs for Christmas! I am going to take a break from the board...

I know right wear you are right now and it is so hard. I had a normal cycle (well 14 day AFT ) 4 wks after Emory was born and then nothing. At first I thought that I was pg but all the tests came back BFN. I finally called the Drs office around CD45 and they told me this was very normal after a loss and not to worry...yah, right. I started charting then, just to feel like I was doing something besides waiting. Around CD60 I couldn't take...

Thank you for the advice. It definately helps. I have my first appt. on Monday the 30th. My doctor is staying after hours just to meet with me. But with our daughter Brianna, our Dr said that when they did the exam of her the only thing they could see was narrowing of her cord. They did not have an explaination bc I had a great pregnancy. So he has me on baby aspirin right now. Which I got the Women's Bayer 81mg. I believe I will be...

Crossing all crossables for you--we need some BFPs around here! ?

Aimee.. I hear you and feel the same way you do. I wish I could just go home ( I have to work) and crawl in bed and not come out until I have a healthy baby. I have been TTC way too long. Every friggin' person near me is pregnant or just had a baby. I tried 9 different anti-depressants and they never worked for me. My Dr actually said maybe I don't want to get better. yeah, OK! Grrr. Who wants to feel like this every day. It will be...

Should I take a test? So afraid of being disappointed... Before I was pregnant with Zachary my cycles were 28 days but since I gave birth in July they've been 26... Should I wait one more day or bite the bullett and save myself the agony of waiting? I had some "streaks" of blood on day 26... like light light light spotting when I wiped, twice. Nothing since... No signs, slight cramps but nothing close to AF... So nervous!

I am so sorry for your loss. Lots of baby dust.